Is this too much to ask for?

on receiving and settling + Journal prompts

Lately, I’ve been questioning myself a lot about what I have been receiving in my life. Since I believe in and work around mindset as a concept, I’ve realized that I have been settling. I have been accepting the little I receive and trying to make peace with it. I also have been asking myself, a lot about gratitude and how I need to focus on surrendering, but I can’t shake the feeling that I have been lazy when it comes to receiving in my life.